Monday, October 17, 2005


I just woke up here at 4:33 AM. My heart feels ripped open and empty again. Cruel fate has caught me off guard again. I can still feel her skin beneath me, i can still taste her salty sweat upon my lips. I made love to my wife again.

Only to have my dream fade to wake up alone. Nothing had changed, My dreams even work against me.So I just woke up and I already feel empty.