Friday, August 19, 2005

This may Be It

This may in fact be my last post forever on this blog. I cant do it anymore. Its all a lie. I named this blog divorced and dealing. Thats a lie. I am divorced and i am not dealing. Nothing in my life in the last 5 months has made me happy. Nothing. So i cant go on pretending that my life is perfect... its not.

Things are going on behind the scenes of my life that have affected my emotions, effected who i am. And so to some it up. i bring you one last song lyric. And then i may be signing off from this blog forever. Maybe not but if it continues, I just dont know if I can call it Divorced and Dealing anymore.

So farewell folks, its been fun and interesting but in the end. I still am no closer determining who i am. I have lost my idenity. If anyone neeeds me, you can email me its in the profile.

Bon Jovi
I'll be there for you

I guess this time you're really leaving
I heard your suitcase say goodbye
And as my broken heart lies bleeding
You say true love it's suicide

You say you're cried a thousand rivers
And now you're swimming for the shore
You left me drowning in my tears
And you won't save me anymore

Now I'm praying to God you'll give me one more chance, girl

I'll be there for you
These five words I swear to you
When you breathe I want to be the air for you
I'll be there for you
I'd live and I'd die for you
Steal the sun from the sky for you
Words can't say what a love can do
I'll be there for you

I know you know we're had some good times
Now they have their own hiding place
I can promise you tomorrow
But I can't buy back yesterday

And Baby you know my hands are dirty
But I wanted to be your valentine
I'll be the water when you get thirsty, baby
When you get drunk, I'll be the wine

I'll be there for you
These five words I swear to you
When you breathe I want to be the air for you
I'll be there for you
I'd live and I'd die for you
Steal the sun from the sky for you
Words can't say what a love can do
I'll be there for you

[Solo]

And I wan't there when you were happy
I wasn't there when you were down
I didn't mean to miss your birthday, baby
I wish I'd seen you blow those candles out

I'll be there for you
These five words I swear to you
When you breathe I want to be the air for you
I'll be there for you
I'd live and I'd die for you
Steal the sun from the sky for you
Words can't say what a love can do
I'll be there for you

posted by Hendersonman @ 4:53 AM Comments: 2